Saturday, September 22, 2012

of the recent

it's not that I failed really bad this time
comparing with other people I might consider scoring rather well
but that's definitely not the end.
I do not like comparing withe others although that are sometimes our benchmark,
but I really want to score well. REALLY.

Yes, 4 flat is definitely a dream to me ever since the day I stepped into the life of Form Six
Been emphasizing it again and again
nevertheless, there is still a tinge in me that hope to achieve this dream

questioned myself before, 
what's my motive behind it?
pride? scholarships?
it's just my heart's desire to score with flying colours.

I admit, this round of trials I did not put in my very best.
not good in managing my time
not coping very well
that ended me up with this result

she was right,
I have the capability to do better but did not maximize my capability

I have to work hard, manage my time well.
TV
Relax
Shopping
Too much sleep
Hanging out with friends
Outings 


Much discipline needed

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