it has been a long long year of 365 days
being away from home most of the days allows me to try out things that I've not tried before
which led me to make my own decision
makes my heart fonder
it hasn't been an easy year
tough,
it has been
physically especially
emotionally
mentally
like a roller coaster, after you're able to open up your eyes with relieve
it slides down again, and repeats
I am so tired about this and I lost count of the times I've went through that
knowing that there are many people that cares for me, it brings me comfort
yet deep down, sometimes it feels like 'you do not have an idea what i am going through!'
one thing about this ride is that, the seat beside me is never empty
He is always there
if it wasn't God, I have no idea how I will go through it.
all I ask for is a smoother journey in 2015
