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it has been a long long year of 365 days

being away from home most of the days allows me to try out things that I've not tried before

which led me to make my own decision

makes my heart fonder

it hasn't been an easy year

tough,

it has been

physically especially

emotionally

mentally

like a roller coaster, after you're able to open up your eyes with relieve

it slides down again, and repeats

I am so tired about this and I lost count of the times I've went through that

knowing that there are many people that cares for me, it brings me comfort

yet deep down, sometimes it feels like 'you do not have an idea what i am going through!'

one thing about this ride is that, the seat beside me is never empty

He is always there

if it wasn't God, I have no idea how I will go through it.

all I ask for is a smoother journey in 2015

two months holiday

my semester break for two months is coming to an end soon

and so, I'll be leaving back to Sabah in about 11 days

this two months was kind of fruitful for myself personally

I basically spent most of the time at home

well, I definitely had done more than that

and it will be listed out in this post! *looking back at my calender to recall*

1. settled my personal banking stuff

2. celebrated daddy's birthday with a surprise (which I don't get to last year)

3. went on for a Malacce 3D2N Roadtrip

4. went for a facial appointment

5. met up with the girls and the boys

6. in charge of the house floor cleanliness (upstairs and downstairs)

7. done part of the house spring cleaning

8. attended a new cell and had good time together

9. played the piano occasionally

10. washing up dishes after dinner almost every night

11. the standby driver for the family

12. planned a spontaneous steamboat with Dee

13. doing poster design

14. hosted a friend from Penang

15. watched TVB dramas 

16. on the computer everyday

17. visited some high school teachers

18. went up Kampung Bakok with daddy

19. yumchas

20. encouraged some people

21. blogged (a little bit)

couldn't recall more :P

HB, CSA

to the very special one that was born on 10 August 1993
a post dedicated to you on this 21st birthday!

I've known you for only three years
to be honest, it didn't felt like years yet the short time did not matter to me
I'm able to share transparently with you
the values we share
the same faith we have
it brings us together just that easily

21 years hadn't been easy
yet by grace you've come through
I'm glad to be able to be by your side (spiritually)
to encourage and edify your spirit

I'm so proud to see you grow (so old) thus far
grow not only physically, but also spiritually, mentally and your thinking
as if my little princess grown up and is ready to face challenges in life

here, I want to wish you a very Happy and Blessed Birthday

living in two different environments

It's been a month since I came back to KL for my semester break

It feels comfortable, familiar and free

Everything just falls into place when I'm home

Slowly when people around begin to ask about the life there,

I tend to start comparing and realise that the lifestyle here and there is different

Different in the people I mix with, the entertainment and the lifestyle definitely.

Being here (at home) for a longer period makes me want to stay here and not go back

Going back there means being out of the comfort zone and adapting once again without the family

I wouldn't say I did not enjoy in Sabah (or perhaps I need to)

But living in two rather different environments do make me homesick

Well, its all about adjusting and getting used to it.

movies update

After the oh-so-very-busy Pesta Tiong Hwa, I was basically struggling with my studies. 

Couldn't focus in classes, skipping classes, cannot catch up with the assignments and so on. 

Level of stress increases, amount of assignment increases yet time for sleep decreases.

However at the peak of all these, me and friends decided to go for movie.

Hence, Captain America

I did enjoy the movie. Action movie but yet not too dizzy cause we sat the fourth row from the front.

Few days after that we went for another random movie date, which is Divergent

I would pretty much say I really enjoyed this movie. I went without knowing what this movie was about totally so I was somewhat lost in the beginning of the movie. Then I started to understand the whole thing behind it, This always happen to me when I watch movie. A little slow :P

I did not read the book before but after watching the movie I believe the book is even better cause the movie was, great! It had a good storyline and the cast was good. Don;t mind watching it a second time.

After Divergent, I went for Famili Cell and we're suppose to have movie again.

We are watching 'What If'

This movie really left me ponder a lot. A movie that shows what if we chose another way during that junction of our life, what would have happened. I reflected quite a lot, and thought about life again. What if there is a what if. Highly recommend this to watch!

It was a week of movies and movies, and there might be more because it's a mid semester break.